Pain
It's a very good thing that I had planned to go to Curves on Monday, Wednesday & Fridays because two days in a row (and my first two days at that) wiped me out. Yesterday I was hurting in places I didn't know I had. I still went to the physical therapy place (only did 30 minutes instead of 45 on the Nu-step), and today I'm feeling much better. So this is all good. I love your comments from Wednesday and think they are true. I do and have always given myself negative messages. Those are the messages I received early on and they're the only ones I knew. But you are giving me new messages so I'm going to read them daily and start making them my own messages. Even if you don't write comments every day (and I don't want you to feel obligated), I can read what is already there. Isn't this good? Nah. It's not good; it's great. I love this. I'm now scheduling things around exercise -- doctor's appointment, lunch with a friend, whatever. It's B's theory via rap. Exercise is not an option. I think I like the 4:00 time best because I'm so pooped after Curves if I need to crash at least I don't lose the whole day. So that's when I'm going this afternoon. And I'm looking forward to it. Who knew?
2 Comments:
huurrrraaayyyyy!!!!
I love that you are so open to all these new experiences and, more importantly, to new ideas and beliefs about yourself!
I love you Mom!
Love, Your peanut
It's (relatively) easy to write when there's a distinct incident/ issue/ feeling to write about, to focus on -- but those times (the majority) when nothing special or new is happening - then what? Starting a paragraph with nothing particular in mind, with no particular agenda or focus - now that is scary because who are you, what do you say when nothing obvious is happening? This is where it gets interesting - new material can surface - new material that could be anything at all. There is never nothing happening since we're here breathing 24/7, it's more that so much remains unarticulated out of habit and inattention... I was thinking this reading your last blog & just thought I'd pass it on.
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