Not much. You?
Welcome to the wonderful world of crazydom where I just think I've blogged every day until I get an email from the so-cal daughter saying it's been a whole week. And here I thought no one was even reading. But I surely didn't think it had been a week. Time flies when you're trying to make a major decision and don't have any time, really, to spare. The very good news is the no-cal daughter (it sounds like celery or lettuce or something I could eat my fill of and not gain weight) is coming for a visit! Yippee. We're happy about that.
I've continued having personnel and equipment problems that have hampered my exercise plans. Once the personnel (me) problems were mostly resolved and the inflammation was down, my portable oxygen tank died and the replacement they brought wasn't very portable. In fact, it's a brand they use at physical therapy on a rolling cart. There's no way I could exercise with that sucker. So I just went & did the exercises at the physical therapy place & used their oxygen. Curves has to wait until I get another Helios (which was supposed to be yesterday).
We went to talk to my brother & SIL the other day about moving east or staying here. They had some ideas about potential jobs in their field (education) that we didn't (wouldn't) know about. Because she's been selling to that market for so long she's got contacts and apparently there's a need right now for a slew of odd reasons. So K.'s going to find out about that.
But even if he gets a teaching job & we stay in Texas, we still have to move.
I figure if I say that often enough it will sink in, and I will quit being in denial. Mostly I just want to crawl back in bed & pull the covers over my head and stay there for as long as I can. I'm thinking I should change the name of this blog from recreation to rehash or rerun.
2 Comments:
This was in an email from rap. It was well worth sharing!
from rap: moving sure sounds like it's overwhelming. it might be worthwhile to try to break it down into what exactly the emotions are as they flash across your screen. there are probably a lot of different things going on, you could use this as a lesson in awareness. for instance there's probably something that flashes up that's dread of packing. another flash might be 'not wanting to leave the place where you are now that
you like'. another is just the sheer anxiety of not knowing what's going to come to pass... and many other things, some easily pinpointed, others more elusive, some so seemingly slight that you want to pass them over but nothing should be passed over. what I'm saying I think is that there is a richness of detail in here, of experience, of emotion - and if you can identify precisely what the feeling is as you are feeling it, little by little what you are feeling will start to
interest you rather than being something that's in the way or simply overwhelming. ...
hey kinderhook, do you think it's still monday july 26th? we're tired of looking at the same words! what's happening?
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